Thursday, May 1, 2008


♥ ThE day oF my LiFE!♥

It been quite some time nv blog liao... 1st lazy, 2nd lazy, 3rd lazy again. I haf been working for 2 months already, sometime happie, sometime sad & sometime angry :( Sometime e restaurant will be packed wif many cust (no place to sit, not enough teacup to serve ocha, not enough ppl to serve food). Sometime can be pathetic, only less than 20 cust for wholeday. Wahaha, so bad rite -> e lesser e cust e better, no nd serve den can earn money, anyway jus kidding. I wondered why cust can queue so long jus to eat at our restaurant??? It's not cheap, nor izzit special, jus some normal stuff jap restaurant would haf.

Few days ago kana shouted by manager infront of all kitchen ppl when i did nth wrg, so angry lor. So what if position higher, as long as u make a mistake shld take initiative to apologise ma and not pretend nth happen, talk to me like wat we always do normally.

I been a very cheerful gal (lot of my teacher say so), ya quite true lah... even if i unhappy i always hide those sadness wif my cheerful smile. Aft being accused by e manager, i guess being a waitress, no matter how unhappy or angry i am, i must not show attitude or haf mood swing infront of cust. So i put on a smile, trying to pretend i dun mind, however in my heart sure still will not be happy, so smile not very nature ah.

Today went to work, e cheerful me is back again :D. Ken san look @ me wif my cheerful smile, so i asked if there anythg wrg abt me. Then he told me last few days ago my face wasn't like tt... though i was smiling but can tell i force myself to smile... anyway who will be happy aft wat happen as mention B4 above. Heard tt e manager is biase against certain worker, mayb he dun like me, find me working nt up to his standard. But really can't help wat, i so small can only carry one tray. It not tt i lazy, and nt tt i nv try... it really too heavy for me to handle and i dun wish to drop e food n break e glass. Lioness told me nvm, if cant handle too much dun handle, if not break e thing may hurt myself...

Lioness always e one i can count on, pour my unhappiness to her. She will always be there when i nd a listening ear. Other den lioness, still got pineapple, my best frenz aka best sis ->qi n chie where i can share my feeling n unhappinesss wif. Thk tt all for today, always so long winded, nxt tym will try to write lesser de, haha.

Endless Sweet Memories@ 2:12 AM